So yesterday I upgraded my WordPress to 2.3.1, and everything seems to be working perfectly fine. :]] I’m proud of myself, hahaha. I didn’t really have to do it manually because it was already in my cPanel, but I did had to re-edit my theme and some of the plug-ins to work. I also upgraded my Firefox. :]] Woo-hoo!!! lol (Right now, I’m looking for a X-Mas Firefox theme.) So… “feel the holidays,” di ba? hahaha Anyways, that’s pretty much it. I wasn’t really online for the past couple of days; and even if I was, I’m just browsing around through websites. Looking at my site statistics, reading a couple of tutorials here and there, or myspacing or other things. I haven’t really worked on the site… even know I know I should; But I’m just too lazy too. O.o;;; My main goal right now is to finish the layout I’m working on for my portfolio/design site. I hope I have it up before Christmas time. (Only because I know I’ll be out of town during X-Mas, so I won’t have time to do any photo shopping during it.) >.<;;;

Anyways, onto the offline life now I guess. Nothing much has happened, which kind of bums me out actually. LOL Yesterday, all I did was school then work. Same with today… Like last night, I wanted to go to sleep early. But I didn’t get in bed until 11PM, then Tom called then… (which totally surprised me) so I didn’t get to sleep until quarter to 12AM. O.o;;; I was really really surprised that he called though, and that we talked for more than 5 minutes. Last phone before the one last night (Monday)… he called me quarter to 12AM just to say “goodnight.” So, that lasted for like… not even a minute. Tuesday night he didn’t even call… //He’s just always doing something… Lately he’s been playing that new game of his on the computer. So yeahh…

Ahhh!!!! >.<;;; (I wanna get this out, so here it goes!) I found out a while ago that he took a day off for Tarra’s birthday/b-day party on Dec. 21st, and I’m kind of … “irritated” by it. Only the fact that he never took a day off for me. I mean, he didn’t take a day off for my birthday, for our One-year Anniversary, or for Homecoming. (On my b-day, he just happened to not work -so it was okay. Our 1yr Anniversary, he had to work… I was totally bummed out. You have no idea; And for Homecoming,… he couldn’t make it dinner… which totally sucked. //At the time, I thought… “it’s okay.”) But now that he took a day off for “Tarra,” that just totally (I don’t know the word for it.) bothers me… ??? I don’t know, but I don’t like it.

Well, is that fair though? There’s a lot of times that he makes me feel I’m just a second high-priority for him. Sometimes, even lower than that. (Sometimes, his friends goes first.) And I also don’t like the fact that… he treats me as one of his friends sometimes. (It’s like… I’m your girlfriend, not just a friend.) -If that made sense.

Arghhh, I don’t know. I didn’t tell him any of this though… It’s not a big deal. (is it?) It’s just, sometimes, I wish… I’m worth more than something for him…

Goodnight ♥ I’ll return the comments tomorrow.