I thought today was gonna be a good day. He called me this morning and asked me if I wanted to go up to camp with him and his brother again… I said no because I was still in my pjs. So he just said that he’ll call me when he gets back into town (around 4pm) to hang out. So because of that… I told one of my girl friends that I won’t be hanging out with her because I have plans with Tom. …So I waited, hours went by, then 4pm came; he still hasn’t called. Finally around 6pm he did… telling me he might be staying up at camp. (It’s like thanks for making me wait for nothing…) FUCKING DITCHING me again! So now I have nothing to do all day… I just sat at home… Then he tells me he might be having a party at his camp!?… I swear he’s addicted to drinking!!! (He just went to a party last Sat. night!?) (*FUCK YOU*) I guess I can’t compete with alcohol eh?… All I know is, I’m really really mad right now! AND if there’s any girls there at all, it’s OVER!!! I don’t care, he should know better. And NOT to be mean, I’m sure I’m the BEST he CAN get around HERE! And as for me, I won’t have a problem at all at finding a new guy… so he better make the RIGHT choice tonight!!! OR I’M GONE!!!
I decided I’m not gonna call him until he calls me… (he’s not texting me neither) AND as far as I’m concerned atm, we’re NOT together…
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, I thought things were getting better for you two! Jeez, I wonder what’s up with him?! And he has done this before?? He must be drinking, because that sounds insane 
. Damn right if there’s girls there it’s over, I would do the same thing Char. Hopefully he does the right thing and not act like a party animal, you are too much of a jewel to lose. 
Aww.. Sana mging okay na din ang lahat.. though what he’s been doing lately is kinda nakakainis tlga.. But, sino ba hnd maaasar lalo na if he’s been ditching you for drinking parties knowing may girls dun dba? errr anyways if ever naman.. it’s not your lost dba? mwa! cool k lng sis mwa!
argh guys these days!
aw i hope everything turns out okay… its not right if he makes you wait around all day after making plans then he friken bails 
so not cool 
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WTF! Inuuna ang alcohol kesa sa gf nya!
I agree with na you’re the best he can get there! Kase mga pinay mga totoo yan! 
Hindi kagaya ng iba kahet my gf yung boylet nakikipagflirt paren. Naku sis konting patience lang siguro. Hmm.
Wow. This is unexpected, for me at least; I’m so used to seeing you blog about how much fun you and Tom have together and what not. The only thing I can say is be careful - alcohol for sure ruins relationships and if you’re having problems with this kind of thing already, then ditch him. But, before you make any major decisions, find out all the facts and see maybe if he’s willing to change. Good luck hun!
I’m really sorry to hear about the problems you guys are having. This sounds really similar to my last relationship… he’d plan a date with me, and then I’d spend over an hour getting ready to see him. Then like 45 minutes before he was supposed to pick me up, he’d call and say he couldn’t see me because of some stupid reason. He did that to me all the time, so I know what it feels like to be blown off, and it’s totally wrong!
You are right, you ARE the best he’s going to find, and if he screws up, it’s his loss. If he doesn’t appreciate you, then he’s not worth your time and your tears. Let him go, let him drink and party and talk to other stupid girls. You’ll find a sweet guy who will treat you right and be everything you need. Obviously you aren’t happy with him, so I say you should end it instead of prolonging your pain.
I’ve read a few of your entries before about Tom and that. He’s not treating you right
. You should be treated like a princess by your boyfriend. From what I’ve read before, he seem to take you for granted. He’s definitely not worth it if he treats you like crap. You’re a pretty girl and you can find someone better than him and a lot more good looking too.