Arghhh, sorry I haven’t blogged lately… I’ve been out and about. And since Tom’s about to leave, I’m always with him you know? Well, Tom leaves today around 10:30am. I won’t be seeing him because he has tons of things to do still; because of that, we said our goodbyes last night. It was soo hard. I couldn’t help but cry, I didn’t wanna let go… Oh my gosh I’m going to miss him so much.
I think if I was to leave this weekend too, it wouldn’t have been so bad because I’d be more “excited” you know what I mean? But since I’m staying one more week, it’s like… what am I going to do? (Well I know I need to pack and all that, but I usually don’t stay home… I hang out with him.) Gahh, it’s so hard. I really hate letting go and saying goodbyes. (I’m not good at ‘em.) Though I know we have to do this, we make sacrifices in life and I guess this is one of them. I’m not really letting go right? We’re just not by each others side, that’s all. I really hope everything works out for the best, and I hope the distance will make our love stronger instead of making it weaker.

On the brighter side (well, kind of) I got my laptop last Wednesday. It was suppose to come in on Tuesday - the 19th but no one was home. So it was delivered Wednesday afternoon. I’m having some problems with the wireless though. **My laptop is a VAIO CR Series and it runs with Windows Vista Home Premium.** The problem is, my wireless would be connected (Local & Internet) then all of a sudden, it’ll go to Local Only. So I can’t access the internet. It’s a real pain… My bf called Tech Support and talked to this guy for like 3-4hours and it didn’t fix it. So today, I just re-installed my router and VIOLA!!!! It worked, haha. Though it still switches to “Local Only” sometimes… arghh

But I researched this problem a little bit and I guess it’s one of the errors Vista gets all the time. Argh, they should get on it and fix this problem… like for real!

19th: Woke up early, I was soo excited to get my laptop that day! Well, it didn’t come in -my mom didn’t answer the door or whatever. So I was cranky that day… But other than that, I went to the vet with Tom at like 9am because his cat Micky is still sick. She’s not eating… and you can just tell that she’s not feeling well. So we brought her in and they gave her shots and stuff, ohh poor kitty!!! After that, I was just with Tom -hanging out and running some errands.

20th: Woke up early again!!! (Told my mom that my laptop is coming again so she better answer the door. LOL) Then I went to work 11-2:30… it was such a BUSY day, like OMG!! It was like one table after another… the restaurant was packed… I was really glad that there were three of us waitressing though, instead of just 2! Because that would’ve been crazy! Well around 1:30pm Tom came into the restaurant. I was like, “OMG, what you doing here!?” He’s like, “Your laptop came in, want me to set it up for you?” I was like, “Sure…” lol He’s like, “Okay I’ll see you later!” Gahhh, I hate it when he comes into my work -because I wanna leave with him lol.
Well after work, I went home and Tom was still fixing my computer… We also went to the vet again for kitty’s check up. We decided to leave her there over night because she still wasn’t eating so they’re going to force feed her. Then after, we went shopping for his school stuff. That was really fun I thought! After shopping we had supper at his house…

21st: Woke up pretty early, drove around with my mom -went to Shopko. Then came home… Tom came over around 10-ish to fix my laptop. (Or try to) Then we went to KMart because he still needs a couple of things -then went to his house and helped him packed. Ohhh I was so sad to see him packing… (It like finally started sinking in that he’s really leaving now.) Other than that though, we watched America’s Best Dance Crew! Then just goofed around after… wow, I’m gonna miss him.

Also, kitty (Micky) died yesterday… right after they ran some blood test on her and took x-rays it was too late. I guess she had a virus in her and it got to her heart; and it was too late. Ohhh kitty!!!!

22nd: As for today, I haven’t really done anything… besides go online (fix my laptop). Tom did call twice though. He’s super busy, I wanna see him right now -before he leaves but he’s busy (getting everything ready) and stuff. (He’s probably on his way out of town right now.) OMG, gahhh…. I can’t believe I won’t see him until my birthday. My gosh!!!
Alright well, I’ll blog later. I have to go run to the library quick to drop off Tom’s book and fax some papers. <3 bye loves!!!

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